Song Of The Month

Dan lagu untuk bulan ini adalah...........

"Positivity"

you say what you want to say
your diamonds are drops of rain
your smile is your credit card
and your currency is your love

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

watch out

so you play where you want to play
on the main streets where the creeps all pray
and you can feel like you're in dynasty
and you can be what you want to be

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

and the car crash for you
and the sunshine is free
and the sirens call you

yes the morning is for you
yes the air is free
and yes the world spins for you
and your positivity

positivity

Lagu ini kira-kira ngetop 4 taun yang lalu, yang nyanyi band-nya namanya Suede. Gue juga baru tau beberapa bulan yang lalu, gara-gara iseng-iseng buka-buka youtube, eh, ternyata lagunya enak juga.

Jadi, kali ini gue mutusin jadiin lagu ini jadi song of the month kali ini, kenapa? Pertama, keren gila, Kedua, pas lagi buka blogger tiba-tiba kengiang-ngiang aja lagu ini, Ketiga, lumayan menggambarkan perasaan gue akhir-akhir ini. Perasaan apa? IRI

Yap, gue ngiri. Sama orang yang bisa bersikap positif sementara bumi udah mau kiamat, buat orang yang bersikap positif padahal lagi ngalamin kerusuhan di Thailand, sama orang yang bersikap positif sama kehidupan yang seadanya dan pas-pasan. Aaargh, coba gua kayak gitu.

Menurut perspektif gue lagu ini ngegambarin tentang seseorang yang positif banget, selalu senyum, padahal miskin tapi penuh cinta, dia puas dengan apa yang ada, gak kenal takut, dan berani jadi dirinya sendiri. Enak banget jadi orang kayak gitu, tapi bahaya juga sih jadi orang kaya gitu, soalnya dunia gak bisa membalas kebaikan orang kayak gitu, dunia itu kejam!!

Pernah nonton happy-go-lucky? Ato setidaknya tau lah (gue juga belom nonton sih). Jadi ceritanya tentang cewek yang orangnya positif banget, dia selalu bahagia, percaya akan segala hal.

Gue juga gak terlalu tau sih gimana jalan ceritanya, ini juga gue tau dari acara show biz jaman kapan. Pokoknya garis besarnya gitu lah. Terus tapi (spoiler alert!) jadi endingnya itu agak dark, pokoknya gak hepi ending deh, ga tau juga sih gimana endingnya tapi intinya jadi menekankan kalo orang yang se-positif itu gak bisa diterima dunia ini, karena dunia ini kejam dan gak bisa dihadepin ama keluguan atau kebaikan, kita mesti licik dikit lah kalo mau survive.

Song of The Month

Udah lumayan lama santo gak ngepost song of the month, lagi susah nyari lagu yang pas sih, tapi kayaknya sekarang lagi ada lagu yang pas, berikut:

Keane - Everybody's Changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Since everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Ooo...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Nah, lagu ini diambil dari album keane yang mana gitu, udah lama sih lagunya, kira-kira pas waktu santo kelas 6 kali.

Di lagu ini mereka ngegambarin kalo dunia itu tempat yang dinamis, semua hal berubah dan semua orang juga berubah. Dan itu cukup ngegambarin keadaan santo dan abl (anak baru lulus) laennya. Dimana santo ngejalanin transisi dari smp ke sma sekarang, dan semuanya pasti bakal berubah banget.

Selama 3 taun ini santo udah berubah banget, dari anak kecil naif yang masih inosen sampe jadi remaja yang mood-moodan dan sarkatis. Ya, santo udah gak ngerasa lugu lagi, bisa dibilang gue udah tau terlalu banyak, tentang kejahatan-kejahatan, kebusukan-kebusukan, hal-hal yang ada di dunia ini.

Ya, santo berubah, gue aja sekarang udah gak ngerasa pantes ngomong aku-kamu (okay, it's not a big deal) padahal dulu pas sd pernah bernazar kalo santo bakal ngomong aku-kamu terus-terusan. Dan sekarang nyebut nama juga kayaknya cheesy banget, kayak di blog ini gue ngadressin diri sebagai "santo" dan itu kayaknya udah gak pantes buat anak sma, jadi mulai sekarang gue ngadressin diri sebagai "gue" aja di sini.

Okay, sekarang gue pengen nelaah lagunya aja dari lirik-lirik yang ada di situ.

And I can see the pain in your eyes

Since everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

Di verse yang ini mungkin dia ngegambarin tentang beratnya bagi dia untuk ngalamin perubahan, dia bisa ngeliat juga gimana sakitnya orang lain dalam menghadapi perubahan, semua orang orang berubah, dan dia gak tau kenapa.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name

Dan dia gak punya banyak waktu untung mempersiapkan diri menghadapi perubahan ini, bagaimana pun dia mesti bisa survive and stay in the game kayak orang lain. Walopun begitu dia tetep gak boleh ngelupain jati dirinya sendiri, dia gak boleh bermimpi doang kalo sebenernya gak ada hal yang berubah dan dia bisa stay di zona amannya. Gue pun begitu, gue udah keluar dari zona aman gue, gue udah berkali-kali ngeluarin aspirasi gue yang mungkin beda banget sama pendapat orang lain, ato malah berkata kata-kata gak pantes yang gak gue banget cuma biar bisa blending sama anak-anak lain.

Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

Nah, ini dia kata kuncinya. Tentang bagaimana dia merasa gak bisa kayak orang lain, tentang dia merasa kalo orang-orang udah sangat berubah dan dia merasa terisolir. Sama halnya kayak gue, gue merasa udah ketinggalan jauh sama temen-temen, kalo dibanding temen-temen progress gue masih jauh, malah mengalami kemunduran kali selama 3 tahun ini.

Overall, yah, gue berbeda, dan mau apadikata tentang hal itu, udah berkali-kali gue nyoba untuk coba lebih mirip kayak remaja seusia gue, berusaha suka apa yang mereka suka, dan bertingkah laku kayak mereka. Oke, mungkin untuk beberapa hal gue itu gak ada bedanya sama mereka, tapi untuk gak sedikit hal juga gue berbeda sama mereka, dan itu kadang menyakitkan. Buat gue nyari temen itu susah, sementara temen-temen lama gue gak selamanya bisa nyaman sama gue, mereka pasti berubah, dan udah punya kelompok sendiri-sendiri.

Yah begitulah perubahan, gue cuma bisa berharap aja dalam bulan-bulan ke depan perubahan yang ada punya efek baik bagi gue, yah, gue cuma pengen berubah jadi orang yang lebih baik dari sekarang, gak tau deh nanti di perjalanannya gimana..

Song Of The Month

Baru nyadar santo udah lama gak ngeblog, pasti gara-gara ada tumblr deh. Hehe, btw blog, walaupun kau mungkin kuduakan tapi aku janji akan menjadi laki-laki yang adil (apaan sih?).

Okay, langsung ke Song Of The Month aja, Song Of The Month kali ini adalah... JENGJERENGJENGJENGJENG.....

Paramore

Brick By Boring Brick

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure, the lens, I told her
The angles are all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da

So one day, he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve, well make sure
To build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground...
When your head's in the clouds...

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic...

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah!

Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da
Ba-da ba ba ba-da ba ba
[X3]
Ba-da ba ba-da ba ba da
Ba-da ba ba ba ba-ba ba ba

Seperti biasa santo ngehighlight hal-hal yang ngena ke santo.

Menurut santo lagu ini nyeritain soal mimpi-mimpi, dunia khayalan, sama keberuntungan yang sebenernya cuma fatamorgana. Di sini si cewek (the "she") itu punya segalanya, ato mungkin nyiptain segalanya. Dia ngerajut banyak mimpi, yang sebenernya cukup mustahil. Dia udah terlena hidup mewah en serba ada, dia ngarepin kalo dewi fortuna selalu mihak dia, padahal gak bakal kayak gitu.

So one day, he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve, well make sure
To build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Nah, di part yang itu dia mulai ngerasain pahitnya kehidupan, kalo hidup itu gak bisa jalan sesuai yang dia mau, pasti ada pahitnya juga, gak mungkin manisnya doang. Jadi satunya satu-satunya jalan buat bahagia mesti kerja keras dulu, kalo mau ngebuild something mesti pake brick by boring brick. Mesti perlahan-lahan, gak bisa langsung jadi dan tiba-tiba semuanya langsung kollaps, kalo kayak gitu kan jadinya semu.

Dan soal mimpi, santo sadar kalo mimpi gak boleh kejauhan, mungkin waktu masih kecil wajar lah punya cita-cita yang tinggi, tapi lama-kelamaan kita bakal disadarin kalo mimpi mesti realistis, kalo bukan santo yang mutusin buat ngebunuh mimpi gak realistis itu, sooner or later life will kill it.

Song of The Month

John Legend - Everybody Knows (Official Music Video) - Click here for this week’s top video clips


Oke, kali ini song of the monthnya:

John Legend - Everybody Knows Lyrics

It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name but no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don’t care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don’t know
The radio’s on, you're tuning me out,
I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me down

And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Wish that we had known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see, nobody has it easy
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows



Okay, it's not about my lovelife whatsoever (i have no lovelife T T)
Tapi itu tentang masalah santo, yang santo juga gak yakin apa, mungkin depresi, mungkin mood disorders, mungkin perfeksionisme, atau mungkin emang personality santo yang kayak gini.
Abis kadang-kadang ngelakuin apa aja serba salah, rasanya pengen tiduran aja trus nangis sampe kebawa tidur, dan setelah bangun tiba-tiba rasanya udah bahagia banget, dan gak ada triggernya sama sekali.

Aneh kan? Bagi santo bad mood itu bisa tiba-tiba aja muncul, hal sesepele apapun bisa ngancurin mood gue, dan bisa juga nyembuhin lagi.
Semuanya jadi serbasalah, santo jadi males ketemu orang, soalnya pasti sesuatu bakal terjadi kalo ketemu manusia laen dan bakal ngancurin mood santo.
Aaargh, tapi kalo mood-nya lagi bagus malah jadi hiper, trus rasanya pengen ngomongin segala hal sama siapa aja.
Udah sering santo nyoba ngebunuh mood sendiri, biar mati rasa, trus maksain ngelakuin berbagai hal.
Kadang, pernah rasanya hampa banget. It's like i'm becoming a hollow man, walk around with no intention to do anything, nothing make me happy right at that point.
Yah, i guess that's my own problem that nobody really knows, especially myself. This life, i know that nobody has it easy, but do god makes it this hard for me?

Song of The Month

Lily Allen - F*** You / NEW
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Yup, lagu kali ini judulnya Fuck You - Lily Allen, ini liriknya:

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind and look a bit harder

cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
you’re point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it

do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch

That's it, my song of the month. I don't know why i chose this song, i'm not even ever saying any f word, but i'm just tired of all the sh't in this world, so i present this song for all the small-minded people with medieval range of thinking: "so long, fuckers"

Song of The Month

Song of The Month kali ini adalah...

Owl City - Fireflies

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Kali ini santo gak pake video, soalnya videonya gak bisa diembed dari youtube sih, hehe.

Buat santo lagu ini nyeritain tentang proses transisi dari masa kecil ke dewasa, yah, di lagunya gak terlalu keliatan sih, paling cuma di kata-kata: "I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly". Kalo di videonya maksud dia lebih keliatan.

Proses adaptasi sama transisi dari masa kecil ke dewasa kerasa banget sama santo, waktu kelas 7 santo pernah sampe nangis-nangis cuma gara-gara nginget masa SD yang udah lewat. Rasanya santo pengen jadi anak kecil lagi, waktu dunia masih keliatan berwarna-warni, santo masih naif, dan gak banyak mikir tentang segala sesuatu. Padahal perasaan kemaren santo masih baru masuk SD, eh, sekarang udah kelas 9. Banyak hal yang pengen santo ulang dan perbaiki, tapi santo tau itu mustahil. Jadi untuk sekarang santo cuma berusaha move on, ngelupain itu semua, karena gak ada satu hal pun yang udah kita lakuin bisa diredo (kecuali kalo nulis di microsoft word), jadi yang terbaik yang santo bisa lakuin cuma memperbaiki semua kesalahan yang pernah santo lakuin, dan berusaha belajar biar hal itu gak terulang lagi.

Song of The Month

Depeche Mode - Wrong

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong

Wrong

There's something wrong with me chemically
Something wrong with me inherently
The wrong mix in the wrong genes
I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means
It was the wrong plan
In the wrong hands
The wrong theory for the wrong man
The wrong eyes on the wrong prize
The wrong questions with the wrong replies

Wrong

Wrong

I was marching to the wrong drum
With the wrong scum
Pissing out the wrong energy
Using all the wrong lines
And the wrong signs
With the wrong intensity
I was on the wrong page of the wrong book
With the wrong rendition of the wrong look
With the wrong moon, every wrong night
With the wrong tune playing till it sounded right yeah

Wrong

Wrong
(Too long)
Wrong
(Too long)

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong

Ohoho, lagu kali ini melambangkan tindakan santo yang kayaknya selalu salah. Ngelakuin ini ngelakuin itu, kayaknya selalu salah aja. Kadang-kadang ada saatnya santo ngelakuin kesalahan dengan sengaja, gak tau kenapa, santo tau itu salah, santo tau itu absurd, tapi gak tau kenapa santo suka aja untuk tetep ngelakuin itu.

Santo tau kesalahan itu menghasilkan masalah, dan santo suka masalah. Masalah itu mungkin kalo diibaratin kayak sambel yah, semakin pedes semakin enak, tapi ada saatnya kita bakal berenti makan, trus megap-megap, nangis, trus minum air dulu. Dan menurut santo masalah itu datengnya dari diri kita sendiri, kita bisa mikir berbagai hal sebagai masalah, tapi bagi orang yang always positive thinking masalah itu dianggepnya cuma sebagai tantangan. And my goal is to be that person!

Everything could hurt you, inside and outside, but when you not die, you definitely become much stronger

Song of The Month

Setelah sebulan santo gak ngadain rubrik ini gara-gara gak nemu lagu yang klop, akhirnya bulan ini ketemu juga yang pas, ni liriknya (sekarang pake videonya lho) :

Ayo - Slow Slow (Run Run) - Watch more Videos at Vodpod.

Ayo - Slow Slow (Run Run)

What have I become is that really me?
Look what I have done this is not who I wanna be
I gotta face myself gotta chase my Soul
Gotta free my mind get back my glow
I got to go
Yes I got to

Run run run run run run
Run for my Soul
I better go go go go go go
Making sure I go slow slow

I got to run run run run run run
Run for my Soul
I better go go go go go go
Making sure I go slow slow

I got to free my mind I got chase my Soul I got to be myself I got to find my glow

Things are getting strange guess I need a change
But I can't run away no I can't escape
I got to face myself got to free my mind
I got to chase my Soul get back my glow
I got to go
Yes I got to

Run run run run run run
Run for my Soul
I better go go go go go go
Making sure I go slow slow

I got to run run run run run run
Run for my Soul
I better go go go go go go
Making sure I go slow slow

I got to run run run run run run
Run for my Soul
I better go go go go go go
Making sure I go slow slow

I got to free my mind I got to chase my Soul I got to face myself I got to find my glow

You better run run run run run run
Run for your Soul
You got to go go go go go go
Making sure you go slow slow
You better run run run run run run
Run for your Soul
You got to go go go go go go
Making sure you go slow slow
Making sure you go slow slow
Making sure you go slow slow

Dan seperti biasanya santo ngehighlight lirik yang pas sama perasaan santo, dan kali ini semuanya santo highlight soalnya kayaknya semuanya ngewakilin perasaan santo saat ini.

Lagu ini bisa dibilang bermakna buat santo sebagai sebuah pencarian jati diri, yaitu sesuatu yang santo masih lakuin sampe sekarang. Santo pernah mutusin buat ngeratapin nasib, ngekspresiin perasaan santo tanpa berusaha ngelawan. Santo juga pernah mutusin buat berusaha jadi anak gahol, tapi akhirnya ngerasa gak cocok gara-gara baju aja kegedean sementara kaos kaki juga gak ada yang pendek. Dan sekarang santo berusaha nerima diri santo apa adanya, berusaha jadi diri sendiri, yaitu orang yang lain daripada yang lain. But, diri sendiri is a big word. Santo gak tau apa yang dimaksud sama diri sendiri itu, jadi kita gak ngelakuin apa-apa sama diri kita gitu dan pasrah apa adanya? Gak ngerti juga.

Yang jelas santo sekarang berusaha ngelakuin improvement sama diri sendiri, dan berusaha gak lari dari masalah. Makanya ni lagu ngewakilin santo banget. Gotta chase my soul.

Sometimes the answer is not to be the same as everyone else, i gotta run and chase my soul, be myself, even when it's a big word to use

Song Of The Month

Tadi di sekolah lumayan banyak peristiwa, santo sempet agak ngadain argumen ama bu rama gara-gara masalah nulis doang, santonya juga nyolot gitu sih. Tapi yang itu gak penting, santo nemu lagu yang pas banget dan mencerminkan perasaan santo untuk beberapa saat tadi di sekolah:

Bibus - Bukan Pacarmu

meski bukan pacarmu
aku cinta kamu
hatiku hanya untukmu
kaulah cintaku

salahkah bila kucemburu saat kau dengannya
salahkah bia aku mau jadi pacarmu

ingin ku mencumbumu
di depan pacarmu
agar dia membencimu
dan putus denganmu

jangan engkau marah padaku
jangan membenciku
tak sanggup ku tahan rindu
cinta ku padamu

salahkah bila kucemburu saat kau dengannya
salahkah bia aku mau jadi pacarmu

ingin ku mencumbumu
di depan pacarmu
agar dia membencimu
dan putus denganmu

ingin ku memelukmu
di depan pacarmu
agar dia membencimu
dan kau jadi pacarku...

Okey, mungkin itu agak terlalu ekstrem, gak sampe pengen meluk apalagi make out ama dia lah, tapi ngeliat dia berdua ama pacarnya, euuuh...

Tapi dia udah milih pacar yang tepat kok, dia baik dan okelah bisa ngejaga dia. Eh, jadi bingung ya? Jangan ketuker lho! Yang santo sukain itu ceweknya, bukan cowoknya! (nanti ketuker berabe -..-a) Tapi okelah, santo gak suka sampe segitunya, santo gak ngarepin dia putus ama pacarnya, dia udah dapet cowok yang pas kok, jadi kalo dia happy kenapa santo nggak?

Song Of The Month

Hohoho, kali ini lagunya adalah.....



Ordinary World - Duran Duran

Came in from a rainy Thursday
On the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly

I turned on the lights, the TV
And the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you

What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some are saying
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence
Once prompted you to say
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well now pride's gone out the window
Cross the rooftops
Run away
Left me in the vacuum of my heart

What is happening to me?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Papers in the roadside
Tell of suffering and greed
Here today, forgot tomorrow
Ooh, here besides the news
Of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrowed talk

And I don't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Every one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world
Every one
Is my world


Okay, dengan lagu ini santo belajar untuk survive in this cruel world that at all just an ordinary world. Seperti biasa santo ngehighlight tulisan yang ngena buat santo.

Song of The Month

Okay, lagu kali ini adalah:

Robyn - Be Mine
It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain
There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just the sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away
And now you're gone, there's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried
It's a hard thing, faking a smile when I feel
like I'm falling apart inside
And now you're gone, there's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

But you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

For the first time, there is no mercy in your eyes
And the cold wind is hitting my face and you're gone
And you're walking away (away)
And now I'm helpless sometimes
Wishing's just no good
'Cause you don't see me like I wish you would

'Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you always keep passing me by

No, you never were, and you never will be mine

(I saw you at the station,
You had your arm around what's-her-name
She had on that scarf I gave you
And you got down to tie her laces)

'Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
(You looked happy, and that's great)
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
(I just miss you, that's all)

'Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
No, you never were, and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet (hey, yeah)
But you always keep passing me by

No, you never were, and you never will be mine
'Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
(You never were, and you never will)
You never were and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize everytime that we meet
But you always keep passing me by

No, you never were, and you never will be mine


Seperti biasa santo ngehighlight apa yang santo pikir buat sekarang...

Song of The Month

Okay, santo mutusin buat masukin rubrik ini ke santo's boring life soalnya santo suka buat mengekspresikan diri dengan musik, musik tau gimana caranya buat nyembuhin luka santo, ngeheal mood santo, ngebuat santo jingkrak-jingkrakan.

Jadi, tiap bulan santo bakal milih lagu yang nyocok ama mood santo...

Buat bulan ini lagunya adalah:

LILY ALLEN - THE FEAR

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them

I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars cussing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic

And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m programmed to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

Chorus
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

[Bridge]
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I’m getting thinner

[Chorus]
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear

Santo highlight lirik yang kayaknya pas banget dialamin santo buat saat ini.

Btw, santo suka lagu-lagunya Lily Allen, liriknya sarkastik, dan smart (gak tau juga ya siapa yang nulis lirik-liriknya).