Song of The Month

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John Legend - Everybody Knows Lyrics

It gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain
I’m trying to find the words to say, please stay
It’s written all over my face, I can’t
Function the same when you’re not here
I’m calling your name but no one’s there
And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don’t care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don’t fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don’t know
The radio’s on, you're tuning me out,
I’m trying to speak, you’re turning me down

And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy,
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Wish that we had known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you’ll see, nobody has it easy
I still can’t believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows
Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows



Okay, it's not about my lovelife whatsoever (i have no lovelife T T)
Tapi itu tentang masalah santo, yang santo juga gak yakin apa, mungkin depresi, mungkin mood disorders, mungkin perfeksionisme, atau mungkin emang personality santo yang kayak gini.
Abis kadang-kadang ngelakuin apa aja serba salah, rasanya pengen tiduran aja trus nangis sampe kebawa tidur, dan setelah bangun tiba-tiba rasanya udah bahagia banget, dan gak ada triggernya sama sekali.

Aneh kan? Bagi santo bad mood itu bisa tiba-tiba aja muncul, hal sesepele apapun bisa ngancurin mood gue, dan bisa juga nyembuhin lagi.
Semuanya jadi serbasalah, santo jadi males ketemu orang, soalnya pasti sesuatu bakal terjadi kalo ketemu manusia laen dan bakal ngancurin mood santo.
Aaargh, tapi kalo mood-nya lagi bagus malah jadi hiper, trus rasanya pengen ngomongin segala hal sama siapa aja.
Udah sering santo nyoba ngebunuh mood sendiri, biar mati rasa, trus maksain ngelakuin berbagai hal.
Kadang, pernah rasanya hampa banget. It's like i'm becoming a hollow man, walk around with no intention to do anything, nothing make me happy right at that point.
Yah, i guess that's my own problem that nobody really knows, especially myself. This life, i know that nobody has it easy, but do god makes it this hard for me?